i really honestly thought that i was over him and all that crap .
but when i saw him yesterday out of the blue , my heart skipped a beat , hoping so much that he wouldnt turn his head around , but at the same time , i also hoped that he would .. so that i could smile at him and see his smile once again .

i really really thought i've passed all that , but i realize that i was wrong , i nvr did moved on .