so its kinda a long story. I’ve liked this guy Brandon for about two years. he knew i liked him but he was caught up on m y old best friend Christine. they dated on and off for a long time. they had a very abusive relationship and it hurt me to see him in a situation like that (she beat him). after they broke up for what i thought was the final time, it had been about two months before me and him started actually talking. around Christmas 2009, we hung-out outside of school for the first time. we kissed and it was love ever since then… or so i thought. we stared dating days after that kiss. a few months into the relationship, i cheated on him because i was drunk and i didn’t know what i was doing. he forgave me and we put it in our past. near the end of our relationship (last month sometime) he hangout with his ex Christine at her house because she was moving away and he wanted to say good-bye. i didn’t think anything of it. turns out he got wasted, and had sex with her. that defiantly shook our relationship and brought up my past mistake. eventually we got over it and stayed together. then, about a few weeks ago, his power got shut off so my parents let him stay at my house until everything at his house was okay. he ended up going through my cell phone and finding texts to another guy. they were nothing bad, just texts saying that i didn’t get to see that guy (one of my good friends, not the guy i cheated on him with) after school. Brandon took the texts the wrong way and he thought i was sexting him. (the text said ”okay, that sounds good(:” because i wanted to see him the next day.) the next morning, Brandon went home and texted me on his way home and broke up with me. since then we’ve still hung out every weekend and we still text all the time. but i find pictures of other girls (mostly his ex Christine), and he tells me he’s losing feelings for me and i don’t have another chance… but i'm still in love with him and it makes me sick to even think about him with Christine… what should i do? i don’t know if i should let him go or fight for him… I've tried talking to him and telling him how i feel but all he does is get mad because he doesn't wanna talk about his feelings. i tried ignoring him but i always give in. :( i at least wanna be hid friend, i don't want him out of my life completely. [attachment=8][attachment=7][attachment=9]
(if pictures show up, i'm the black and white picture, brandon is the guy obviously, and christine is the color photo)