I'm 14. And my boyfriends 18. He lives in Cailfornia and i live NO where near him. We talk through online chat and its great when hes able to be with me.. I love him with everything I am. I know its probably silly to care for someone so much or to even fall for someone who is so far away.. but i did. And he really is great.. Its my fault really that this relationship might not work. I have all these doubts that go through my head when i'm not with him. I always think he is with someone else.. And i fall asleep crying each night just thinking and imagning it. He says he loves just as much as i love him and he seems to care about me too... But how much of that is true?.. I want to trust him with my whole heart and i know i can but i just dont have the ability. I want to be with him for... well forever honestly. He is a really great guy. Its my doubts that are driving me crazy and even drving me towards suicide.. Please if anyone has any advice I would appreciate it deeply. Also if your just going to say that its not worth all the worry, Your mistaken. He is worth it.
Thank you.